After seeing Honey at the birthday gathering, emotionally, I was not in good shape. I was actually in quite down in the dumps. I was having problems sleeping at night and at the mere thought of Honey or discussion about something she did, would send me to tears.
I wound up posting an email to the GDF list that I am on and I got many responses back explaining that the emotions and roller coaster that I was on was completely normal with grieving the loss of a guide partner.
So with quite a few ups and downs, with time and the more I talked with people about it the easier it got, though it still does hurt.
Here's to praying that GDF will call sometime soon with a class date!